I am so overwhelmed and stressed from so many things in my life. I feel like I can never get ahead. 

Depression victimizes people. It takes over your life and controls everything. Its so difficult to see the bright side of things. Nothing is positive. The cup is always half empty.

If this is what life is supposed to be like, I don’t want to live.

Ugh. school is driving me nuts.

Dear God,
Make me a bird so I can fly far far away from here.

Dear God,

Make me a bird so I can fly far far away from here.

This is what I’m trying to do. BUT IT WONT WORK! :/

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"I pray not that rich folks would care about poor folks, but that rich folks would know poor folks."
— Unknown

The commercial is right. DEPRESSION HURTS


He is active duty military, I haven’t seem him in 2 months. So those 4 days might not seem like much, but they meant soooo much to us. I felt so blessed to just be able to hold his hand. I’m sure I’ve met the love of my life. 

October 5, 2012. What a great day. Lord, take me. Take all of me. Right now I might not have much to give. But what I do have, is sorrow and pain. Sadness and tears. Depression and an unmotivated spirit. But I give it all to you. I give all that I have right now. And I know, that you can take whatever I give and do great things with it. The only thing you can not use is something I do not give. I might not have much to give right now. But I give you my everything. Use me. 



I haven’t seen him in 2 months. Can’t wait to jump in his arms. Can’t wait to hold his hand. Cant wait to have my best friend back.

I have been getting like 3-5 headaches per week :/ 

I strongly believe they are stress induced. Ugh.

I’m so overwhelmed.

Lord, give me peace.

QuestionWhere are you from? Answer

Kentucky! long way to Vegas, huh? lol. Where are you from?

QuestionWe will definitely have to meet up! I am only 20 and so is my bf. We know how hard it is. Answer

My fiancé and I are only 19! We’ll make good friends (;

So I’ve been kicking my feet the past few days. Wanting to start making money with LifeVantage, but didn’t really know how. And to be honest, I was very nervous-more like terrified-to approach family members. But I told myself to suck it up and just do it.

It went great! I called my aunt Shirley who lives a few hours away from me. Told her, you have to watch this video! After eating dinner she had her son show it to her on the computer and called me as soon as she finished. After answering a few further questions, she said, “well, I’ll try it. but you’ll have to sign me up.” NO PROBLEM I thought to myself haha. 

So I now have a Preferred Customer on auto ship! Super excited (:

To God be the glory!


QuestionIt takes a lot of work to be a Lifevantage distributor. I have gotten close to giving up because I don't have a lot of time to find new customers or distributors but I am helping people who are on it. My family is on it and they feel 10times better than before Protandim. DO NOT GIVE UP. I am lucky enough to have Marci Maughan as my enroller and she is an amazing support system. She is also my boyfriend's mom which helps also. lol. But don't give up and I will see you in Vegas! Who enrolled you? Answer

Bettina Rusher from KY. Her sponsor is Marisa Harelson. My upline is Kevin Messerschmidt and Carrie Dickie. Oh yes, that’d be cool to meet you in Vegas!

""For I, the Lord your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, “Fear not, I am the one who helps you.”"
— Is. 41:13